Vini, Vidi, Vici.

"They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven, but they don’t tell you what to say..."

Sat, 29 Jan 2011 11:41:40 -0500

“They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven, but they don’t tell you what to say when your whole life is going to hell.”

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Fri, 21 Jan 2011 21:37:57 -0500

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Fri, 21 Jan 2011 21:33:41 -0500

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Fri, 21 Jan 2011 21:27:03 -0500

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Fri, 21 Jan 2011 21:23:38 -0500

"now you’re my whole life, now you’re my whole world; i just can’t believe the way..."

Fri, 21 Jan 2011 21:13:24 -0500

“now you’re my whole life, now you’re my whole world; i just can’t believe the way i feel about you boy. we’ll look back someday, at this moment that we’re in, and i’ll look at you and say, “and i thought i loved you then””

"I don’t deserve mercy. I do deserve a drink."

Sun, 05 Dec 2010 00:28:13 -0500

“I don’t deserve mercy. I do deserve a drink.”

WOOOO

Sat, 04 Dec 2010 11:58:26 -0500

I can already tell that today is going to be exceptional. First, I woke up from the scariest/weirdest nightmare ever and then laughed about it. Then, I noticed that I could smell and my throat didn’t hurt as much! :D Next, I smelt cupcakes being made! I woke up right as they were coming out of the oven! Today is my lucky day, I’m sure it’s going to be good. What would make it great? SEEEING BRIIIIAAAN :DDDD hahahaa

Deuces! (:

"Promise me you’ll always be happy by my side. I promise to sing to you when the music dies."

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 21:05:17 -0500

“Promise me you’ll always be happy by my side. I promise to sing to you when the music dies.”

<3

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 20:57:05 -0500

So.

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 20:40:30 -0500

Today, I feel like I really stepped back and took a look at things. I feel like I finally took the chance to evaluate my life and see things from a different perspective. In eighth grade I decided to leave hate, longing, and everything else behind. Pretty smart thing and I felt so good. I remember when I used to not let anything get to me and everyone told me things would only get worse in highschool. They were right. Things just got more stressful and I’ve met more terrible people than good. That’s probably the hardest thing for me to actually grasp. I remember when everyone I knew was a truely good hearted person. I have a past, who doesn’t and I’ve not always been the best person. I know that and I’ll admit to it. I’m a fuckup and I do and say things that aren’t right. Things that make me no better of a person than the people I talk about.

I’ve stepped on people, pushed people, and been such a shady to person to become who I am. I’ve been the bitch that everyone knows and talks about and the person no one wants to be. I think we all have. Maybe me more than others but thats for you to decide. I’ve been the person who never had a good thing to say about anyone and the girl who doesn’t like people just for no reason at all. I don’t want to be that anymore. I’m trying to start over again. I don’t want to hate, no matter how much you’ve wronged me. It’s just an excuse to harbor anger within yourself and that’s not healthy. I try to be as real as possible and it’s gotten me into tough spots even though it’s the right thing.

I’ve lost and made friends throughout my life and I like to think it’s all for the best but sometimes I can’t help but think maybe the ones I’ve lost weren’t meant to go out of my life. I am an open minded and kind person. I know I have a good heart, sometimes it’s just hard to see past the bad times.

I decided from now on there will be no more hate in my life and I’m going to try and keep it that way. Take things back to the way they were before. I’m going to be good to everyone and not stress things so much. I’m determined to become a better christian and embrace that not everything is within my control. hopefully it lightens my load a little.

Sweet 16!

Mon, 29 Nov 2010 21:47:38 -0500

So today I turned 16, finally!

I started out my day at Midnight being surprised by a getogether at Jordan’s. I spent my night there going to bed at 4 and waking up the about a million texts saying happy birthday. If you’re reading this and you’re one of the many who said happy birthday, I thank you. It really meant a lot. I spent most of my day with my bestfriend Melanie. So obviously it was a good ‘ol time! I then left and spent the rest of my night with my fabulous boyfriend who reallly finished my birthday off right. It was like the icing on the cake<3. I’m so grateful for the 16 years I’ve had on this earth and everything I’ve been blessed with. I can’t stress that enough. Having my birthday around Thanksgiving really makes me think. I’m beyond grateful for my friends, family and of course my amazing boyfriend who also falls under the bestfriend category. He makes me happier than anything else.

Soooo, basically I got everything I could want. The only thing I need now is to take my permit test :D hahahaha too excited.

amen.

Sun, 28 Nov 2010 17:07:06 -0500

amen.

Oh haay day before my birthdaaay.

Sun, 28 Nov 2010 17:00:37 -0500

Alright well First of all I went to church this morning lookin’ extra hardcore with my new eyebrow piercing and a black eye supplied by Jordan’s 5 year old nephew. (:

Oh the funnn. They sang happy birthday to me and I got a few things. Then I went home and took a nap! The best part of my day. Soooo soon I’m going to head off to Jordan’s with him and Melanie for the night and I’m probably gonna spend my birthday with them. Otherwise I’d be sitting at home all by myself my whole birthday…. yeah not having that one. Soooo all I’m really hoping is that everything goes well and I have a good 16th.(:

"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that’s all."

Fri, 26 Nov 2010 16:56:46 -0500

“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that’s all.”

- Oscar Wilde

Let's get this started up!

Fri, 26 Nov 2010 16:42:19 -0500

Well, I made this like three months ago and never really got into it. I decided I’m going to try now. I’m not exactly sure I’m going to be able to get into just writing random blogs about myself and posting pictures or quotes that really influence me. It’s worth a try though! I’m excited to start expressing myself more through my writing, maybe it will help people come to see me more as a person. I’ve always been able to show myself through words I’ve written more than I have in real life.

So that’s it (:

I’m excited to get this going.

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Wed, 25 Aug 2010 17:49:30 -0400